Sometimes the reason of fear is to close our eyes! But we will never know what will we see next when we open our eyes. Are we still the same? Or we have changed, or the surrounding which is no longer the same. Somewhere different or the people around is different? Even if the surrounding is familiar, but just an blink of eye, e place's darken, is it still familiar to you? Or does waiting for the night to fall, keeps us from the stark reality?

This beautiful and mysterious place that we're at. It can be approached when our eyes are closed, but only with the fear that should we open our eyes , we will face the uncertainty of what the world will do.

Sat was my working day with baby, my bro and his friends from 5.30 to 9.30 at amk area. But before that, woke up around noon and get my stuff done and headed to 266 market to get my shoe changed! The market at campus 2 last time had so much memories, the school and all. Sec 1 and sec 2 together with my friends, canteen food, foyer and all. Still can remember a lot more whereby all of us had fun, joy and even sadness over the dance for teachers day! I wouldn't say that everything there is so fun and all, there are bound to have arguements and fights too. I miss the time that where we've spend out sec sch days.

After all that, got my shoes changed, and bought the cake, so ex! and head back home and get ready for work. Working opp mrt station area, saw Doris! although is like 4 hours, but only 2 hours of work for $40!! good pay aye! wanna work that job man. so nice la. Baby and I taking care of the prata stall, my bro's just beside me. and his friends are just like a big bro to me too. I dun like the customer in the beginning la! not our fault! argh. make my day bad, but after everything quite alright. slack here and there. Anyway do have got good customer and baby, my bro to make a better day for me =) After everything, dinner at 9plus over at foodcourt at hub, ice cream and wings. wow alot right! heh and to playground and then home.

Sun working day again but different work again! From 12 to 9 over at Expo. Super far man! woke up extra early to go there just to find the place. Anyway is my first day of work over there, selling luggage. I know nothing about luggage and I'm selling that without knowing anythin! wow. but ok la, learnt a little bit here and there. My colleague was nice and i walked around during break! gonna get something on sun! The pay is so low and why am i still working huh? I also dunno. maybe for a long term one? Don't wanna be waiteress for the rest of my poly life! Unless occasionally. The pay for 8 hours only $44 and sat i work for 4hours i got that pay already lol. such a big difference!! argh. Head back at 9 and back home at 10. Nv study for chem ut! argh. tired!

And today chem ut, can't make it man! change team for sports business, a nice team with smart ppl! Dunno how to calculate those things! how to pass my test? I dun wanna fail la. argh. Done rj and all outside class and finally today spent some time with baby during breakouts! doughnuts again with baby, but at central then my place to eat and then send him down. Tml gym with the girls =) see you all tml then. guess will be heading straight from home? Tired and sleepy.

MCB class on thurs and it was a long day for myself whereby my class need to do survey every here and there. Actually survey is ok,but the faci keep dragging which make it so long and tired. MCB is getting tougher man! how i wish i won't be touching on it much for the next sem.

Working after sch at swiss club from 6 to 12. But before leaving school, got my work done and meet baby and to the interchange. Thanks my love for carrying my lappy and bring it home so that it lighten my load =) appreciated. heh. On the way there, i knew i'm gonna miss the transport and ended up walking in(15mins walk) Working with kai jie, bully and their friend. work was alright but just feel super sleepy and my eyes is closing and wishing that I could head back home asap to rest. So a long walk out to take cab and first to alight =) haha. headace! argh. called baby and chat till 1 plus and then to bed and is another day.

Fri, finally and soon sat and sun! haha. Both baby and I was later then usual. Thinking of what to wear took up a lot of my time, so i like to think of what to wear the day before. Meet baby and he forgot to bring my lappy. heh. his shock face. oops. Baby is ok,you know or not. And i'm not like what Dalvin says. he anyhow la. haha. I'm not angry or anything. unable to borrow lappy for the day and thus lesson without lappy!

Wasn't late, and hope baby's not late! My teammates was good and friendly and willing to share their lappy with me. PBL without lappy but my teammates have got books. So for the day, i used the book and paper and took down notes. I feel like I'm back to sec sch studying chem. Actually it is very nice to study with textbook and all, all the information are given and the only thing that is needed is to understand.

Lesson ended late and meet baby. He got me ice cream =) We ended up at city hall to get doughnuts and dinner over there, walked pass city link and went to say hi to jing long. Dinner was filling for me, just feel super hungry! Bought doughnuts for baby's family and head to his place to collect my lappy. Reach his place and Duchess keep barking! haha. Got my rj and all done and feeling hungry and sleepy. Got home at around 12plus. Thanks for sending me back, hope i did not disturb your family aye. Going for work tml at amk area with baby, my bro and his friend for short hour and good pay =) But before everything, gonna go get the shoe size change that my mum got for me. I'm so happy that my mum got me that pair of shoe =)

Heading off to bed now!

Decided not to go for work! All the way from woodlands to expo just for the 10over dollars? Nope. Lab lesson for material science whereby we get to use the machine to test for the tensile strength and stress. Although it is not that interesting, but i guess i prefer this then chemistry. Lab lesson for me again tml, for molecular and cell biology. sounds interesting? not too sure aye. Just see how is it tml then.
Lesson ended at 3 and not long after that meet baby to get our things done but he keep playing games. Ut for him tml and for me 3 uts next week. argh how to survive? and I guess I won't have enough time to study for chem ut whereby i'm packed up for the weekend for work. Oh ya looking at my leo page, is the 10 lesson already, isn't it fast and just another 6 to 7 more lessons to the end of semester one of my year two. wow. I guess everything will get tougher and all. what to do when i have yet to master the things I learnt for this sem?

I feel super happy! Finally got my blog skin changed =) spent some time editing at it during the third meeting of physics lesson. oops. today's faci not here, another faci came and take over the class! ok la, finally get the presentation done and now here I am blogging after changing blogskin.Will be spending my time later back home, watching tv?
So sry angeline, unable to meet you today, i guess we shall meet for dinner one day?

Yesterday suppose to spend my time after school with baby over at the libraby to do revision, but ended up doing our own stuff, playing games, clearing up of mails, doing survey, editing blogskin. Before heading to te library, of course we went to get food =) for baby, and me. Eat and eat and eat chips, and yan yan, my yan yan =) hotdog for him.
Head home for dinner at night which is 9plus. Super late for dinner and i'm hungry whereby I had my dinner once i reach home, tv and then shower and settle down.
I just love to be by ya side, heh even though we nv do much, but do talk to me ah =)

Now back home after one whole day, tml will be a longer day for me, heading to expo tml, lab lesson tml! thanks baby for ya company to town to get Havaianas slipper =), nail polish and moisturizer and ice cream. Met Kai rong to pass her Volleyball! Tried the new mask that Ibought in sch from mei mei =) is nice yeah, thanks.

Another week has pass. Ut 2 is over and there's one week of break which means no ut and soon ut 3 again. Hasn't been doing well for test.. it really pull down my overall grades! Guess need to put in more effort into my Uts. Well wed, my faci nv come and the moduele chair took over my class. He's not as scary as i think. He gave us tips for Ut =) but still afraid i won't be able to score!!! Get to know more about my course. I can choose to focus more on chemistry, phsics, biology or even engineering side! wow. So many areas huh. but guess i'm not good at any la.

Fri suppose to go to wacth the art festival performance at bedok area. But ended at city hall area, to acc me to meet the manager. thanks baby and so sry that we are unable to go for the performance due to the time. But we spent our time over at city hall area, tried the new flavours for doughnuts. Once again doughnuts before dinner. Decided to have dinner at suntec but by the time we reach there, closed already =( so decided to head back to marina sqaure and bump into baby's friend, gab and amanda. hehe. ended up having long john for dinner at around 10plus. Been eating fast food nowadys. need to cut down!
Sat was out with baby to pasir ris, E hub! place was rather more for the kids. nEbo, amk hub one was so much nicer and the food too. But the ice cream at E hub is nice!!! spent some time there and then head to bedok for the art festival performance. Following the crowd may not always be good. Ended only able to catch a little bit because we went to the wrong side of the place. argh. i'm so sry. Anyway i enjoyed myself there with baby, even though we're unable to watch the whole performance. took bus to Bedok interchange and had our dinner there. And then home. Finally to the playground yesterday after so long. And then home.

Today nothing much, spent my day at home. Wasting my time only. aiyo. Lazing in my bed and finally decided to head out for a jog and then back home to watch the lost world.

School has started after 2 weeks of break! Mon sports business, but this time round, my lappy got some problems and went down to it helpdesk to get it fix and i'm so happy to get my audio system done and all problems to be solved =) and now I'm able to listen to songs, watched movie on my lappy in class with the ear piece that baby have got for me =))))
all thanks to baby for the ppt huh. if not got lots of things to do. As usual sports business, i get my stuff done up fast, and the lunch with baby =) ice cream and then to his class. heh. Surprises by him, received gift from baby. The book is nice with the design, colours and the words inside the book, the love letter hand written by baby. So nice.
After school got all my stuff done and get ready to go to work at 6. So went to baby's class and then soon after his completion of the love letter, it starts to rain. Walked to take bus with his company in the rain and get ourselves drenched. He just keep laughing at my look after getting wet. argh. A short time with him, sry unable to acc you. But remember i will make it up for u do. hehe. just wait for it then.
Bus super slow and i'm freezing in the bus, in an air conditioned bus and myself wet. Freezing cold and I'm shivering la. Missed the bus so went to buy milk and walk in myself, hoping that Vj won't minus the pay. ha. Luckily he's good enough not to minus. The function is very easy like what I work together with angeline. I miss u angeline! 4 hours of work and then home. Super sleepy!

Holiday gonna end, school gonna start! Why so fast huh? I want more holiday now. Been spending my time working at swiss club, as normal. Working for long hours, short hours. The long hours are super long la. 3pm to 4am. get nag by parents. Baby thanks for working with me. It is indeed very nice to have see you around when working instead of msging. I would rather have you around me. Walking out after work just to save a little more from taking a cab, and cabs ride back. heh.
Thanks to the rest (weikang, baorong and shi ming, angeline) who help me out for working at swiss club too.
The week before school start, get to meet up with bee eng, florence and sze lee for gym. A short while on tues night. Nice to have met up. miss you girls. unable to join you for swimming this sun =( see u all soon then. Anniversary with baby, in town, dessert and then dinner and a last minute decision to catch "Sex and the city" Realising that there's no more train, but luckily there's still bus!

Nebo for dinner, board games and then city hall for douhnuts.

Bringing me to club with ya friends and hanging around there and walk all the way to Dobby Ghaut for the first train back to amk, whereby we save up the cab fare then. Baby, you dance well yup. Thanks for protecting me too.

Rushing all the way from home to yck, to give me support. Thanks but I didn't make it. argh, but will do it the third time, which will be my last time. yup, and then dinner at nyp macs.
time at the playground, my place for the dessert make by me, with love. heh. Hope u like it baby, and a sudden decision to thosom area and had dinner at the cafe, Miss Clarity Cafe. Not forgetting the bettings with baby abt the Euro match. i lose and owe him $5. aiyoyo. gonna have more bets and gonna win all ya money over. oops. Phone talks till 5plus in the morning whereby, there are serious one and all of our thoughts. heh. School gonna start le, do ya best ya. will always be there.

Just wanna tell you, my love, thanks for making this a good holiday, thanks for ya time and simply everything. I love you.

Spent my time with my piggy yesterday and today! he is always sleeping till so late. oops. haha. but ok la, always so late then sleep. Baby pls take care of your health alright!

Let me tell you how spend my day, start with yesterday first. Supposedely not to meet that late, but always end up late! but ok la. Baby did not have a good lunch, so prepared some prata fo him back at my place and made him 4 and my bro took one! argh. Thanks my love for ur sis's birthday cake =) had one piece and spend some time at my place. And left my place at around 5 to city hal. He's here to acc me to collect the bag! Walked around and finally get to the destination and got me a super big kit kat "king size one"! and got himself a sour sour thing. eeee so sour! I wanted to eat fast food, and he brought me to Popeyes! my favourite =) thanks. oh ya it is at the Singapore flyer there. nice place, but nothing much too. nice food there =) And is not late so walk around and took a few photos. i like it. And decided to head back to Marina Square and then back to amk, our favourite playground! spent some time there. Finally. haha. but baby's not feeling well. Anyway he's ok now.

What's on today? meet up with him around evening time, actually should be earlier. but i'm late. haha. trying to be very nonsense with him.. oops. thanks for the tolerance.. hehe. I'm so sry. Spent my night over at gardens. walked to his bus stop and wait for him and spent some time at that garden. Then to RK for prata before it start to rain! Baby's full and nv tell me! hmp. and then have a walk around and to Chomp chomp for wings! wow. I'm full already! but ice cream for dessert! wow!! haha. ice cream, my favourite. Not very cheap ah! $3.50 per scoop. but ok la not too bad, ice cream, all taste nice. oops. to another playground and our old spot! And soon back home and get ready to work!! from fri to sun! long hours i guess. money money!! always not enough.. See ya tml my love and thanks for ya time for me.. Happy Birthday Kai Rong!!!!

the cap for his birthday! Hope u will like it. choosen by me and Justin.

Mon was Swee Boon's birthday. celebrating his birthday together with angeline, jaime and pam! But before that wanted to get a present for him and baby need to go to town to get present so i followed him down after some time at home. Anyway is good to have met up with you, my love =) Head to borders, far east plaza and eat. and need to head back to hub. thanks for acc me to wait for bus. maggi mee for dinner at sb house while baby had dinner at hub with his family. baby's celebrating his sis birthday whereas i celebrated sb's birthday. Whip cream all over his kitchen, which lead to cleaning up, and then back to the room. And soon is time for us to head back. hope that u enjoy urself!Today baby woke up super early. which is like 8 plus, whereby i'm still happily snoring. oops. but i manage to reply almost all of his msg while sleeping. very powerful hor! haha. yeah. wake up so early for what? ask u not to slp till too late and u try to wake up super early ah! haha. anyway hope u spend ya time wisely. hope everything will go smoothly which include the PP of yours and mine =) will help u in anything, just let me know alright. can acc u down to that company de. no worries alright. get it done and we can spend time together again =)
Watch vcd at home in the noon and decided to head down to clarck quay to collect something from brian. Anna wasn't feeling well. get well soon and don't ever skip ya meals. is not good ok. thanks brian for helping and yup. will get my pp done. but i still have to read for my basic. have yet to pass. And next week is the test. super fast.

Oh ya, tml meeting baby. gonna squeeze you until you cannot move. oops.

Baby I want to hold on to you, nv let go, my love <3

Is the music that makes the soul dance.

Thanks for the surprise. Nice. dinner at trcc there was good together with you. Momentum was great as you for my partner, my lover to watch such a nice performance with on thurs night. All the dance was good, but there are better one there. Was on the phone with baby, another surprise from him! haha. Thanks, my love.
Fri night was over at his place for dinner and get to see his parents, duchess and his lovely home. Baby, your house is nice, dinner was great! Watched movies over his lappy and at 11 plus, his parents send me home. thanks =))
Sat went to work with wei kang? i guess so. start work at 5 and we got nothing much to do and to wait till the guest is here, is the lady's birthday! the family members are so good. nice and friendly too. Got $20 tips. wow. haha.
Sun went to work alone and Bao rong joined me later in the evening. Lunch was so relaxing and finally get to eat ice cream, although it isn't my favourite favour, is ok. Get bitten by mosqitoes during breaktime! And the function at night was at tennis court. And one guy says that I'm polite. I'm happy. haha. anyway i guess i'm always polite. haha.
Happy Birthday Swee Boon, joining u guys for dinner later. Hope u will enjoy urself later =)

Baby I miss you! when can i get to see u huh?