This Way, This Choice

This way to happiness. This was to salvation. This way to freedom. This way to wealth. This way to joy. This way to appreciation. This is the way to go.

I think sometimes what really will make you happy isn't necessarily what everyone else may think will make you happy. Sometimes by working so hard to achieve this Ultimate Happiness, we begin to forget about being happy while we do it.

When you expect something, and you never get what you expected, you will turn out to be dissapointed!I just need you to be there when I'm all alone and lost!

Nike Flyeffects Dunk High

I'm out somewhere around upper bukit timah, "The Rail Mall" designing Nike Dunks online! My very first design in the picture! Nice right!? haha.

Your life is based on wanting to experience love or loving someone. You live to love and love to live. You have your worst of times and you have your best.. you sit and wait for that someone to complete you.

How bliss to know that my girl friend and his boyfriend are saving up money for their marriage and how much they had plan for their future! They have been together for years and they seem to be a perfect couple around! They have to keep up the relationship and seem like a happy couple in front of us.

What lies behind us, may be quarrels, fight, disagreement, jealousy, distrust and some other factors that no one will ever know. I guess this happens to most of the couples, which couple will not have disagreement, or even jealousy. What does all this mean? Does that mean that the other party mean so much to him/her? Or does it have other meaning to it?

And now I realize that they are not together anymore and what’s more are that, she now already has a new boyfriend not too long after break up. Can she really forget about the one she used to love, the one that has so much plans for the future, the one that used to share joy and happiness with her, to share about anything in life, the one that used to love and care about her? Is it possible to change a partner that easily? It might be or might not be for some of them. Some give up, some preserver, some believe, some doubt, some trust, some distrust.

It is rather difficult to keep up a good/healthy relationship, isn’t it? But communication, trust and time spent with each other are important. Some might think otherwise. So what to do?


“By an image we hold on to our lost treasures, but it is the wrenching loss that forms the image, composes, binds the bouquet”.

Been reading those posts when he just started the very 1st post, till now the 100th post! Realized that he had been spending a lot of his time with his friends but when he met me and then the time that we got together, I realized he neglected his friends, I will not say it this way, I think is that I took up almost all of his time! Thank you baby, for spending so much time with me. But I’m so sorry because of me, you and your friends drifted a bit or even a lot? The time we became classmates, slowly we get to become so close and then we became couple aye. Haha. =) Anyway look through your blog and I cut part of the post to post in my blog. Hope everything is still that nice! Haha. I have a sweet baby that I love! Don’t doubt my love for you, baby =) I love you!

IEP and FYP

This week, I’m so tired! Tired of work, attachment, fyp and the reality! Is there anyone out there that can help me? Aiyo. All I need is Holiday and fun. Haha. Who do not want that? Hmmm. Anyway Morning I could not wake up by my alarm, is either I never hear, too tired to get up and then result in being late. I dislike being late! I’ve been rushing and all. Got to sleep early but yet another thing is I got so many things to do and I can’t even get it done! =(

Yesterday met up with Ashton, my ex colleague, i think is about 2 years that I never see him already. Been working together with my bro, and his friends. Had lunch with him at Kallang Leisure Park, had a ride there from him and his bike! Haha. I miss baby so much. Never see him for 3 days! Keep rejecting my dates and all! Hmp. Haha. Misses. IEP has finally coming to an end soon. Which is next Thursday, and I’m so looking forward to that. But what comes after that is something that I don’t want to know! It can be scary, stress, fun, difficult, easy or many others! But what lies ahead of me after attachment, is my fyp whereby I’m so far beind and knows nothing about my project! Whereby my teammates had already done their experiments. My last week of holiday will be taken up by my fyp project and the worse thing is to go school every day on the last week of holiday to do experiment! This means that I do not have any holiday on this super long vacation! Argh. Feel like I’m the only one in my team and for the rest four in a team! I need to do report alone, they doing one together just because I’m taking up IEP =((( Argh. Anyway time flies before I could realise that IEP going to end, end of the year I’m going to turn 20. Oh shit 20 starting the new decade. How sad is that, turning old and have yet to get any achievement which include good result for studies! Haiz. I’m in the final year in Polytechnic and one more year to go and graduation on the 12 Feb 2010. I had already taken note of it but before that I don’t even know I could do well for my year 3 and my Fyp. Just hope and will do my best to make everything turns out right! Can’t wait. Hey people after my graduation, I want to go overseas, anyone interested!? Haha, I don’t mind Hong Kong, Taiwan, Australia, New Zealand, and some nice beach area! Again! Must think ahead right! Haha.

29 March 09 Received a msg from Angeline if wanna meet up for dinner, so I replied and say ok, let’s meet up for dinner then. Met her around 6.30 and decided to have long john for dinner. So many things to talk about but there are a people waiting for seats thus we left after we are done.
Deciding of a place to go is rather difficult i feel, be it couples, or friends or even family! Cheeky pop out our mind and both agree with it mutually! So we make our way to Thomson and check out other place if there are nice and cheap desserts before we step into Cheeky! Nothing much and it is quite expensive! There we go, cheeky seems like a place that I always visit nowadays. Is true, it is not expensive, no service charge, no gst. I feel much better than nEbo itself. Yup.
Both of us had the same dessert and it was so delectable! Chit chat, talking, our voice, magazines, opinion and everything we could talk about. Sometimes it was rather good just both of us or any of our friends. To talk about anything, talk about all the good and bad things we had done, share the happiness and joy with each other. Haha.

Chat until around 9 plus and we asked for bill and realise that they just started to have 7% gst!! Wow, just praise how good it was not to include gst and all, there it came! =( alright after payment, make our way back to amk and wait for Jaime to come. Slack at Macs and then after a while she came and we make ourselves up to k-pool with macs. Haha. So long never play pool and I totally not good at it =( Nvm. Just playing around and before 12 I went home leaving Angeline, Jaime and terry there. Wanna stay longer but got attachment the next day. So sad =(

28 March 09 - JB trip
Finally a JB trip with baby, just the both of us! Met up with him in the morning about 10 plus and there we go, Malaysia. Journey there was long and warm as the new custom in Malaysia was jam all the buses and I’m trap in the bus, so stuffy and warm just seem like I had a sauna. How bad is this right. Anyway first destination is City Square! Had ice cream Mudpie Mcflurry to cool ourselves down and there we go, shop around and happen to finished walking around pretty fast. One of the Necklace in Padini caught my eye and decision making come into place! Think if I will wear it, is it expensive and all. Haha. I’ve got so many things to think about before I could really get something aye. So walked around and then flag a cab to go to the next destination, Danga City Mall! Somewhere I never been before but baby did! Wow so walked around and realised that I had yet to have my breakfast/lunch so finally settled down at this Jombali cafe to have our meals. I had braised chicken rice and he ordered mushroom chicken chop! Wow but when I eat it, I feel that it was alright though. Western food cannot make it. Haha. And while we were eating that together with coffee, baby was damn funny la. Got flies flying around and baby’s action was so funny when he tries to make them go away but yet another came and keep disturbing baby!!! Haha. With different first language, there will definitely be communication break down and this result in getting different thing that you asked for. Baby wanna asked the waitress to add alittle more hot water inside his cup but the person couldn’t understand so she speak in Malay and Baby speak in English. “鸡手鸭脚” is what we called! Finally some Chinese word in my blog! Haha. So she diluted baby’s coffee which tasted good at first and then after that it tasted like plain water! Haha. Baby’s so cute!

I like this instead!

Baby likes this painting =)

This is nice too using the real material! Haha.

After lunch, walked around and was deciding to get shoes, watch, dress or treatment for my frizzy hair!? But don’t feel like spending much but I just wanna get myself something! Haha.
So walked around and happen to find out the art exhibition at level 4. Walked in and look at those art pieces. It was awesome and so nice. I like a few painting and the effect of each of the painting and art piece was so original! I could remember one of the painting that was a guy sitting at a corner, then light was shining on him, he’s was scared and the light effect on it was good!!!

Other than that saw this painting about the fire and this remind me that I’m an art student and my O level art piece got something to do with fire! Whereby the fire lights up hope for the people living in the dark! Missed the time that we spent at the art room with art friends and even d&t friends =) Got ourselves KTM tickets! It is the train ticket from Danga City Mall to Singapore! Haha. It has been so long since I took Malaysia train. The last time was in primary school, a difference of 10years! Wow. Thanks baby for bringing me for the train ride. The ride back is at 6.45pm and need to be there at 6.30pm. So there’s more time for some walk around, and that’s the time I decided to get myself something! A dress, Watch and accessory! Spent about RM140 including food and rides and my buys! Haha. Baby got himself a shirt, nice shirt! 6.45pm suppose to be the arrival of the train and then we are suppose to board. But it only came at about 8plus 9! Everyone complaining but what to do, bought the ticket and the only thing we could do is to wait! So wait and wait and then finally the train came and there we go, train ride back to Singapore! It was fun and nice! Dunno if he is sad or angry? haha

Got back and had our dinner and then headed to Clarke Quay for desserts at TCC!!! Haha. Warm chocolate cake with Ice cream. Very nice! Took the last bus 166 home and tired me fall asleep in baby’s arm. =))

My Dessert! My favourite.

Baby's dessert!